im bored. just now i was playing the xbox which was rotting away. havent touched it this year. kungfu chaos was nice. and stupid big-boobs lucy. tsk.

racial harmony was fun. (:


my brother and mother and father are watching some dumb show with very irritating sounds. and i realised that the song starlight is giving me headache. ><


i looked a through all the neoprints just now and started reminiscing and got a lil depressed. speaking of depressed, so many people are getting depressed. sigh



AND DAO-ING IS NOT NICE





and i thought and thought,
realising the difference,
and the lies i bought.
all the pretence
that i stupidly believed.
oh how dumb that was.
look at the past,
and then the present.
compare and contrast.
you'll see
the obvious change.
but perhaps you dont care;
you like it all very much now.
but dont you think
you are being
so bloody unfair?
to me,
to her
to us all.
what it used to be
how it all felt.
the faded memories,
just a freaking mist.
ignorance is bliss?
perhaps it is.