MY MIND HAS BEEN CORRUPTED BY YUSHU.
this is not good.

she is SICK. and so is julene. BIANTAIS. today in the toilet natalie was looking at my badge and i surprised myself by saying 'why are you looking at my chest.' and after school varsha was looking at singyi then i went 'stop looking at singyi's chest.'

im becoming sick. im so disgusted at myself.

im happy for you! its really nice seeing how you laugh and smile almost all the time! well i just read your archives and then i think of how you are now. :D

SINGYI TIED HER HAIR. with loads of encouragement from me that it isnt scary. but even so, after countless days of saying maybe she'll tie her hair the next day and she finally did today, she asks me every five minutes if her hair is messy when its so neat. she is becoming a yushu by thinking everyone is looking at her when in actual fact, they are seeing how cool i look. but anyway the point is, SINGYI TIED HER HAIR.

im such a loser. i havent studied for a long long time. i must mug later. im feeling guilty all the time. ):

today wasnt a cold day.

the donut is also another sick one. she likes to play with strings.

why are all my friends so sick? julene wants to watch porn, yushu is naturally sick, donut plays with strings. okay maybe just three but still.

im feeling damn weird.



your sorrow my happiness. i know i sound real mean but you were like that too. now you know how it feels huh. last time, last year it was the other way round. now its your turn. it serves you right. i dont know if i should feel sorry for you.