today when i read the new paper i felt like whatevering the whole of it.
WHATEVER,
WHATEVER,
& WHATEVER!
>:(
anyway im in a crappy mood now. complications. just. suck. why cant things just turn out well huh! maybe this doesnt affect me and its none of my business either but well, im just like that.
sec one life has thus far ended. this is very sad, because i miss everyone so much! i miss 1A to bits and bits, going through so many things as a class. i remembered at a certain part of the year 1A was really disunited(?) and cliqueish and there were so so many problems. but hey, we went through all that! (: blah, i miss the sec one life. you know the sec one life is probably going to be the nicest year because sec two onwards all of us would have to study doubly hard and there wont be so much time to slack anymore. thats really sad too. but i think sec one life ending is still sadder.
)))))))))))))))))))))))))))):
oh gosh i feel like going to one corner and sulk and wallow in self-pity. i shall go and find all the things that are worth pitying about. sometimes its nice to do that.
oh no, maybe im deranged! o:
i went to orchard on saturday and there was this beggar outside ngee ann city. so pitiful! he was an old man sitting there on a mat. then this middle aged man went to donate some money and the beggar looked so, so grateful. i feel so sad for him. even now as i think of it. how did he end up there? was he abandoned by his children? or perhaps he had no family? i now i sound really really dramamama-ish and a tad too exaggerated but i felt like writing an ode to him right there and then.
and yuanjing was somewhere in orchard too, claiming she saw me when she was in another building, causing me to run and hide because i looked seriously like shit. all her fault. but i really thought she was there because she said i was hiding behind some pillar which i REALLY was. -_____-
tuitions and piano lessons and choir practices and homework make a MARVELLOUS holiday dont you just agree? mmhmm. okay, maybe choir practice is not so bad.
my mum says i shouldnt slack and laze around with my eyes glued to a book because its bad for health. instead, i shoudl do something productive, like housework, cleaning my room, or homework. today i tried very hard to prevent myelf from doing any homework or tuition homework or piano theory because its the only day where i have it free but i dont know whats up with me and guilt.
speaking of piano theory, my exam is less than a week away! lets see, how much do i know? barely enough. i dont know any of those whatever terms. except maybe the grade one to two ones. oh gosh.
lizards. i hate lizards. lizards you suck. lizards should be extinct. i dont know why lizards are even living. to piss people off? to disgust people? oh, i know, to eat our mosquitoes and blah blah blah. but wont some baygon or off do?
iln,cskmlxiucdzghp90349q2!
oh no, im still in a crappy mood. im feeling frustrated, disgusted, angry, sad on behalf of other people's problems. why? because im just like that.
WHATEVER,
WHATEVER,
& WHATEVER!
>:(
anyway im in a crappy mood now. complications. just. suck. why cant things just turn out well huh! maybe this doesnt affect me and its none of my business either but well, im just like that.
sec one life has thus far ended. this is very sad, because i miss everyone so much! i miss 1A to bits and bits, going through so many things as a class. i remembered at a certain part of the year 1A was really disunited(?) and cliqueish and there were so so many problems. but hey, we went through all that! (: blah, i miss the sec one life. you know the sec one life is probably going to be the nicest year because sec two onwards all of us would have to study doubly hard and there wont be so much time to slack anymore. thats really sad too. but i think sec one life ending is still sadder.
)))))))))))))))))))))))))))):
oh gosh i feel like going to one corner and sulk and wallow in self-pity. i shall go and find all the things that are worth pitying about. sometimes its nice to do that.
oh no, maybe im deranged! o:
i went to orchard on saturday and there was this beggar outside ngee ann city. so pitiful! he was an old man sitting there on a mat. then this middle aged man went to donate some money and the beggar looked so, so grateful. i feel so sad for him. even now as i think of it. how did he end up there? was he abandoned by his children? or perhaps he had no family? i now i sound really really dramamama-ish and a tad too exaggerated but i felt like writing an ode to him right there and then.
and yuanjing was somewhere in orchard too, claiming she saw me when she was in another building, causing me to run and hide because i looked seriously like shit. all her fault. but i really thought she was there because she said i was hiding behind some pillar which i REALLY was. -_____-
tuitions and piano lessons and choir practices and homework make a MARVELLOUS holiday dont you just agree? mmhmm. okay, maybe choir practice is not so bad.
my mum says i shouldnt slack and laze around with my eyes glued to a book because its bad for health. instead, i shoudl do something productive, like housework, cleaning my room, or homework. today i tried very hard to prevent myelf from doing any homework or tuition homework or piano theory because its the only day where i have it free but i dont know whats up with me and guilt.
speaking of piano theory, my exam is less than a week away! lets see, how much do i know? barely enough. i dont know any of those whatever terms. except maybe the grade one to two ones. oh gosh.
lizards. i hate lizards. lizards you suck. lizards should be extinct. i dont know why lizards are even living. to piss people off? to disgust people? oh, i know, to eat our mosquitoes and blah blah blah. but wont some baygon or off do?
iln,cskmlxiucdzghp90349q2!
oh no, im still in a crappy mood. im feeling frustrated, disgusted, angry, sad on behalf of other people's problems. why? because im just like that.
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