why?
the question's why?

this is like the perfect time to feel like that. at a point when the EOYS are getting freakingly closer by each day.

something just got me really..down. but i think it will probably just blow off soon. i wish i could just put away all my personal and emotional feelings aside and concentrate on mugging. that would work great.

i still cant help but to notice the distinct difference between last time and now. its so different. and im....affected by it. somehow. maybe its cos we're not so close anymore huh. but things change.

okay i'll try to accept that.