you know its hard not to be pissed or angry or disappointed when something you really look forward to is cancelled. i said i wasnt. but i was. i mean if someone asks you if you are angry. would you say yes? especially if you are feeling angry at the person asking you? of course not. but okay, its not your fault. you dont have to apologise.

i was feeling sad then angry then disappointed then sad again. now, dread. for piano. later.

so today will start being boring since *its cancelled. i will find myself doing my homework. which i want to complete asap without doing it. um, what??? nevermind.

lets see now its 9am. could have been doing something fun.

dejection. yucks.

assisi on last monday. interacted with the children at least. okay, not too bad, quite fun actually. oh ya, and CATHERINE'S BIRTHDAY!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! didnt had the chance to really tell you. and thanks for the treat!! sorry i left early..but could see that you all had fun afterwards. (:

this post is so depressing. too bad, cause i am. okay, STOP IT.

no, cannot.

what?

i dont know. just feel like typing.

okay.

lets type.

i woke up at 645am. because...

then i realised for nothing.

whatever.

why am i making this so drama? its a simple thing.

i should stop dwellling on it.

i could have been having fun now.

I SAID STOP IT.

fine.

ohhell, my brudder just went "arent your friends coming? where are they?"

thanks man, thanks a whole lot.

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yesterday i bought the shrek ears. my brudder and uncle too. so we walked around with those ridiculous ears sticking out of our hair. i will try to force yushu and julene to buy them if we ever go to macs. i didnt know i was so popular. so many people were staring at me. especially the young toddlers.

OOPS THE EARS GOT CUT OFF.

there. ignore my brother please. i tried taking like ten times and he kept making funny faces to spoil the photo. he's just trying to look like shrek, albeit to no avail.

Forgive me for putting too much olay whitening cream.

and lastly...

okay. i can feel my mood lifting. wait, it falls again. ugh, those organisms carrying my mood are so weak. they should exercise more.

AHH. AHHH. AHHHH.