HAHAHAHAHAHA. oh gosh. i feel so high now.

SCIENCE TEST SUCKED PEOPLE! HAHAHAHAHAHA. like seriously. i dont think i can get an A anymore! oh i got all teary and laugh-y after the test okay. i lost so many marks already due to stupid mistakes. and i was so super angry and disappointed in myself. its not as if i didnt know how to do i didnt read the question properly! @#$%^! i so feel like killing myself! and I STUDIED! I DID I DID I DID. I DID.

AWWWWWWW

AWWWWW

AWWWW

AWW

AW


okay, i shall not start bawling over my test. bhut i feel bawl-ly. how?


WHAT THE HECK? chinese test tomorrow?

NOOOO!!!!

its CHINESE! chinese okay?

HIGHER some more.

oh gosh

oh god

oh man

oh dear

oh my

oh no.


im still bummed for science. BOO. after school was fun! (; but too bad i didnt go macs. BUT! nevermind. :D yantian, i must go back with you on thursday!

**** and *******!!!!!!

i dont know why im all down all over again. i wish i could just seriously stop it okay. i wish i could just stop making things seem much worse than they are because then it only makes me feel horrible. you know, i should just stop all these nonsense. why should i care? especially when you dont?

anyway, i really dont know what to do for d n t.


im not doing.

HA. like i can.


it feels as if you are doing all these on purpose. do you realise i have feelings? do you?

im bored. just now i was playing the xbox which was rotting away. havent touched it this year. kungfu chaos was nice. and stupid big-boobs lucy. tsk.

racial harmony was fun. (:


my brother and mother and father are watching some dumb show with very irritating sounds. and i realised that the song starlight is giving me headache. ><


i looked a through all the neoprints just now and started reminiscing and got a lil depressed. speaking of depressed, so many people are getting depressed. sigh



AND DAO-ING IS NOT NICE





and i thought and thought,
realising the difference,
and the lies i bought.
all the pretence
that i stupidly believed.
oh how dumb that was.
look at the past,
and then the present.
compare and contrast.
you'll see
the obvious change.
but perhaps you dont care;
you like it all very much now.
but dont you think
you are being
so bloody unfair?
to me,
to her
to us all.
what it used to be
how it all felt.
the faded memories,
just a freaking mist.
ignorance is bliss?
perhaps it is.

I WISH I COULD JUST BLOODY NOT CARE AND GET ON.

hello. here to blog.



JULENE.



there. you are mentioned. :D



okay fine.




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na! here's even a picture of you. satisfied bah. looks like julene right? of course. today yushu cut her hair until super short i think. and julene went with her. according to julene yushu is upset with her hair because it is weird then just now an sms form yushu: my hair is SUPER DUPER short..:D a smiley? 0.o

anyway, went to assisi for sort of the last time. gonna miss that place. yay and we got chocs and a card! and we tried to reassign everyone's post and that was omg-ey hilarious. like change over and over again. i didnt know we have SO MANY different ideas to assign posts. oh, and the chocolate it bloody melted in my pocket and its all chocolatety now. then singyi is so DUMB. tricked her that there was no school tomorrow and friday and have a lot of elearning homework and she BELIEVED. and i think she has a boyfriend.

eeks, napfa coming! =p wonder how choir cip went...yuanjing said something like LONG STORY...guess i'll hear it tomorrow.

my phone is gone again--gone for repair at the nokia place at wheelock.

AGAIN.

AGAIN.

now im using my brother's phone, also my old phone. ): now, why does my phone have SO MANY problems? and the sliding is REALLY rough. and it takes so long to start up the phone when i on it. at least i'll get back a better phone...so, thats good.


when i look at you, i dont see the same person anymore. what's with you? you werent like that. now you are like a photocopy of someone else; you are not you. i dont think we communicate in the same way anymore. ive become less tolerant of you. perhaps its my bad.

PRODESKTOP is pissing me off big time. it's one million problems! UGH, prodesktop so pro go do yourself lah. -.-

oh my god can. its 11 plus and i still have SO MANY things to do. DIEdieDIEdie.


and what is your problem??? GRR. you are seriously getting on my nerves man.




today i killed a bee. that was so pro. and i dont know why its so funny. marie and singyi and luoting laugh laugh laugh.

sigh. im feeling so pissed.

i realise i like mockingbird. nice song. :D

oh yah, pe was a torture as always. then singyi felt like vomitting. aww.

and im so proud of myself for sending only 3 smses yesterday. hopefully, my monthly phone bills will go down so those hour long speeches about smsing too much will lessen too.

yushu has a boyfriend.

hello. this will probably be crap since i didnt want to blog.

anyway, JULENE IS OBSESSED WITH PEOPLE. siao one.

choir was tiring. it always is lah. so i came home bushed. like very. and i cannot concentrate in class knowing that varsha is watching me with her freakayye eyes like o.o

julene is STILL obsessed.

and i still dont like you. i think im becoming a hypocrite. how ironic. i hate hypocrites.

im bored.

i think the great escape is a nice song! i love it. but stupid imeem only plays it for 30 seconds. in fact A LOT of imeem's songs are becoming like that which is reallt annoying.

the spoon. what can i do to decorate it?????? AHHH.

asdfgjswaosdlkkcmvnhzdfjzsla;dx,cm, okay?! so if adfdjgjbsjiowe, then it is yribkcmvnxb. get it?asjgfiojslkdnv AEJF deljafk;dsg. thanks.

yuanjing is getting more......vulgar. like bu shuang then here fuck there fuck. and she always blames me when she has to stay back for certain things because i tell her. then she'll go " you see lah, all your fault, if you never tell me then dont have to stay back! see lah, if you never ask then we wont know then dont need to stay back " HAHAHA. but im obedient. i do the right stuff. (:

SINGYI AND YUSHU MUST TALK MORE! :D

i dont know why i feel this way. like i always dread seeing you but we are supposed to be good friends. makes no sense, does it? i dont get it too. sometimes i dont really like you but then we are supposed to be good friends. and i realise that after so long i still dont fully know you. who is the real you? there's like SO MANY sides of you. so which one is it?

WEAR GREEN TODAY!!!!

okay. i watched transformers yesterday. at first i thought it was better than i thought. because i reckoned it would be some dumb action robot movie. then my father said it was only a so-so movie. then he kept saying that. and so i started to think transformers is a so-so movie.

hopefully i can watch GOAL 2 today. who cares if ive read the book, i want to watch.

and im happy for you that things seem to be better. and hopefully it will stay that way. (:

TTFN

hello. im here to save my blog.

today before choir singyi got really CRAZY and laughed till she sat on the floor. then for no reason arh, when i stepped into the classroom everyone started laughing at me. like what the hell?! singyi was EXPLODING, yushu was GOING MAD, varsha was LAUGHING AND LAUGHING and yuanjinsg and ka hei and the rest too. then i was like what? then they just laughed.

AND LAUGHED AND LAUGHED. AND LAUGHED.


AND LAUGHED AND LAUGHED AND LAUGHED. some more!!! AND LAUGHED.

then varsha badi they all were in a groupand laughing really loudly then i was sitting with yushu ka hei xinying and singyi then we were like they laugh untill like that, lets laugh too. then we counted 123 then laughed.

omg, so funny.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

then during lunch singyi and yuanjing they both were being DUMB. then i told some sec 1 choir member who came by to ask something that singyi was in choir too, S2. then she spoke in this sickening high pitched voice.

ooh, and that reminds me of in class me an marie spoke in low low voice. LOL.


then in class yushu wanted to cry over her marks, okay she got teary and went 'im going o cry im going to cry'. then she laughed then wiped her tears. and talked-cried(not tearing but speaking like you are crying) and laughed.

A WEIRD AFTERNOON.

and CHOIR. dont mention it, it was so DARN EMBARASSING okay. =.=

no, wait, you know something? EVERYBODY? I LOVE CHOIR! okay? you get the point.

people? CHOIR IS WONDERFUL.

tuition i was freaking late. then there was a power failure and i was yes-ing away.

i realise my scab is becoming MORE DISGUSTING. eww, much. i really dint know. i was staring at it just now, wondering how it became this horrible state. YUCK. i got it during jogging. i tripped, i fell, and thud i went onto the ground. and you know what? i just got up and continued jogging. then i really dint feel any pain then yuanjing or singyi went 'candia, your elbow is bleeding' and i was all 'oh'. and i went to the sick bay. i love the sick bay. seriously, i was expecting to miss some lessons or something but 15 minutes later i was having recess. =.=

results back today. so many tears. then i was sad too.

HAPPY YOUTH DAY, CANDIA!

wow, my first youth day and im bored. bravo.