Julene is in geylang now and she's going to elope with some beng person.

why?
the question's why?

this is like the perfect time to feel like that. at a point when the EOYS are getting freakingly closer by each day.

something just got me really..down. but i think it will probably just blow off soon. i wish i could just put away all my personal and emotional feelings aside and concentrate on mugging. that would work great.

i still cant help but to notice the distinct difference between last time and now. its so different. and im....affected by it. somehow. maybe its cos we're not so close anymore huh. but things change.

okay i'll try to accept that.

MY MIND HAS BEEN CORRUPTED BY YUSHU.
this is not good.

she is SICK. and so is julene. BIANTAIS. today in the toilet natalie was looking at my badge and i surprised myself by saying 'why are you looking at my chest.' and after school varsha was looking at singyi then i went 'stop looking at singyi's chest.'

im becoming sick. im so disgusted at myself.

im happy for you! its really nice seeing how you laugh and smile almost all the time! well i just read your archives and then i think of how you are now. :D

SINGYI TIED HER HAIR. with loads of encouragement from me that it isnt scary. but even so, after countless days of saying maybe she'll tie her hair the next day and she finally did today, she asks me every five minutes if her hair is messy when its so neat. she is becoming a yushu by thinking everyone is looking at her when in actual fact, they are seeing how cool i look. but anyway the point is, SINGYI TIED HER HAIR.

im such a loser. i havent studied for a long long time. i must mug later. im feeling guilty all the time. ):

today wasnt a cold day.

the donut is also another sick one. she likes to play with strings.

why are all my friends so sick? julene wants to watch porn, yushu is naturally sick, donut plays with strings. okay maybe just three but still.

im feeling damn weird.



your sorrow my happiness. i know i sound real mean but you were like that too. now you know how it feels huh. last time, last year it was the other way round. now its your turn. it serves you right. i dont know if i should feel sorry for you.

List out your top 5 birthday presents you wish for:

1.meet torres with yuanjing

2.books

3.new phone. i want one damn cool one, cooler than julene's

4.donuts. i want to steal from marie.

5.bags, clothes. im materialistic.

Answer the following questions.

1. The first person who tagged you is?

VARSHA, JULENE, MARIE, BOONHUI, YJ

2. What is your relationship with her?GREAT FRIENDS!!!

3. If she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?HOPEFULLY NOT!!

4. The most desired thing that you want to do for her now is?

VARSHA-go subway and eat under the stars! and talk

JULENE-go starbucks and solve cases

MARIE-eat donuts with her and steal all of hers away

BOONHUI-crap around and be her twin

YUANJING-swoon at torres and wear our caps and go velocity!

5. Your overall impression of her is?

LOVE EVERYONE!

6. How do you think people around you will feel about you?

UH DEPENDS

7. The character you love yourself is?

i dont know!!

8. On the contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?

i dont want to sound depressed.

9. The most ideal person you want to be is?

me

10. For people who care and like you, say something to them.

I LOVE YOU! I KNOW YOU LOVE ME TOO THANK YOU VERY MUCH

11. Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you:

1.julene(cos she wants me to)

2.singyi

3.yushu

4.marie

5.yuanjing

6.varsha

7.boonhui twin

8.xuepiao WNDS

9.cat

10.victoria

Who is no.6 having relationship with?VARSHA

me

Is no.9 a male or female?CAT

she's a CAT

If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?BH AND VIC

they dont know each other!

How about no.8 and 5?YJ AND XP

okay i guess

What is no.2 studying about?SINGYI

ELLA.

When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?YUSHU

a while ago

What kind of music band does no.8 like?XP

those sang by me

Does no.1 has any siblings?JULENE

yes. jerika,her younger sister who's going to marry my brother in a few year's time so julene and i will be sisters.

Will you woo no.3?YUSHU

okay!

How about no.7?BH

cannot. she's my twin.

Is no.4 single?MARIE

yes but she likes someone.

What is the surname of no.5?YUANJING

LIM

What is the name of no.10?VICTORIA

victoria. stupid question!

What is the hobby of no.4?MARIE

eating donuts

Do no.5 and 9 get along well?YJ AND CAT

i guess so.

Where does no.9 live at?CAT

er tampines?

Are no.5 and 1 best friends? YUANJING AND JULENE

GOOD FRIENDS?

Does no.7 like no.2? BH AND SY

YEAH

How do you get to know no.2?SINGYI

cos she dont know how to dance properly!

Does no.1 have any pets? JULENE

some dog called ginger, which is a underground stem

Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world? BH

COULD BE!

i shall do the quiz thing some other time varshaaa.

i feel lousy now. am i such a loser?

anyway, i shall really go mug now.

goodbye.

tuesday was fun! my dad was on leave so we went out! along with lucas and my uncle to bedok reservoir some forest adventure thing. and it rocked! there was firefox, tarzan swings etc. i would definitely want to go there again! :D it was freakingly COOL.

anyway. the holidays are depressing. lets see i have to study! aint that fun? HELL YEAH.

i think jacob's ladder is a very nice book. its very power-of-fiveish though. heh, but its NICE. its very..deep.

im so bored. i think i will go study. there's something really really wrong with me.

ive totally overshot the limit to my smses. im restraining myself from smsing. its actually working! perhaps the thought of the bill kinda makes me stop smsing, considering the fact that the phone bill is deducted off my ALLOWANCE. how crap is that man. and my parents are all "so now you know how to control how much you spend". MARVELLOUS, much.

my phone-ive gotten it back. thank god. but i think im going to send it back again. the on and off button has sunk in so much i need to use my nails to press them. actually i think it is a very minor problem but my dad insists on sending it back to make them fix it before the one year warranty thing ends. oh well. its becoming such a joke. my phone going to and fro from the nokia centre. my parents are blaming me for overusing it. -_- but despite all these, i still love my phone! life without it sucks. except for the fact that the games in the spare phone (actually my brother's) are more fun.

i want to keep blogging. i dont want to stop if not i'll have to go study. or do something productive which is study. this sounds so stupid. no no one is making me study. i guess im making myself study but then i dont want to?

im contradicting myself.

i think ryan cabrerra songs are nice. ive never listened to his songs till..yesterday. i like true! true is nice. i want to change my blogskin but then i dont know how to change the tagboard size or make the font bigger. this is making me sound so bimbotic.

ah, who cares.

i discovered something yesterday! x)

i like stronger by kanye west.

im getting more random. i should stop before i become overly so.

THE DAY MY PHONE WENT BONKERS

its crazy.
it faints.
it flips.
it goes upside down.
its sick.
it goes all blurry.

thats it. my phone is sent to the nokia place yet again for repair. now im stuck with a lousy phone while a certain person got a new one. ==

my phone is too problematic for its own good.


fifty laps was TIRING, much. just felt really blah. wheelbarrow was fun. it got my hands RED. me and yushu were the first two pairs! with varsha and YJ.

we saw A LOT A LOT of people. x)

9justnice-2 came yesterday! till like 1am. late huh! meet up soon, this time with everyone yeah?


rules of kungfu chaos

1. kill my brother
2. kill my brother
3. kill my brother
4. kill my brother

he is such a proud conceited ass when it comes to winning the game and a bad sport when he loses it. this, i totally CANNOT stand. that freak old man master sho-yu my brother always chooses to be is becoming hateful. of course, xui is the best. agree joey?

sept holiday is DEPRESSING. you cannot slack because the are constant reminders of the EOYs are simply inevitable. and then there's the homework! SHEESH.

so many things are happening! thats...unpleasantly interesting!

being detectives can be dangerous!

my brother is reading some stupid butt book by that andy griffith person. or however you spell it. its so dumb, that book!

can i NOT study and get marvellous results? gahh.