you know its hard not to be pissed or angry or disappointed when something you really look forward to is cancelled. i said i wasnt. but i was. i mean if someone asks you if you are angry. would you say yes? especially if you are feeling angry at the person asking you? of course not. but okay, its not your fault. you dont have to apologise.

i was feeling sad then angry then disappointed then sad again. now, dread. for piano. later.

so today will start being boring since *its cancelled. i will find myself doing my homework. which i want to complete asap without doing it. um, what??? nevermind.

lets see now its 9am. could have been doing something fun.

dejection. yucks.

assisi on last monday. interacted with the children at least. okay, not too bad, quite fun actually. oh ya, and CATHERINE'S BIRTHDAY!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! didnt had the chance to really tell you. and thanks for the treat!! sorry i left early..but could see that you all had fun afterwards. (:

this post is so depressing. too bad, cause i am. okay, STOP IT.

no, cannot.

what?

i dont know. just feel like typing.

okay.

lets type.

i woke up at 645am. because...

then i realised for nothing.

whatever.

why am i making this so drama? its a simple thing.

i should stop dwellling on it.

i could have been having fun now.

I SAID STOP IT.

fine.

ohhell, my brudder just went "arent your friends coming? where are they?"

thanks man, thanks a whole lot.

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yesterday i bought the shrek ears. my brudder and uncle too. so we walked around with those ridiculous ears sticking out of our hair. i will try to force yushu and julene to buy them if we ever go to macs. i didnt know i was so popular. so many people were staring at me. especially the young toddlers.

OOPS THE EARS GOT CUT OFF.

there. ignore my brother please. i tried taking like ten times and he kept making funny faces to spoil the photo. he's just trying to look like shrek, albeit to no avail.

Forgive me for putting too much olay whitening cream.

and lastly...

okay. i can feel my mood lifting. wait, it falls again. ugh, those organisms carrying my mood are so weak. they should exercise more.

AHH. AHHH. AHHHH.

OKAY. so, i havent been blogging for 10 years. because ive been grounding myself. so dumb. but yeah. i realised ive been wasting too much time on the computer the last few weeks and because of that, i cannot do anything else. BUT hey, i SURVIVED okay. which means im not some computer freak addict.

OKAY, and because of this, i have so many things to blog about.

SINGYI IS IN SWITZERLAND NOW. so unfair. im so jealous. then a few days later she will be in italy. even more unfair. even more jealous. i cant believe that you missed 2 days of school just to go holiday. you must have known that pe was going to be hell right??? RIGHT??? but, SINGYI!!!! i miss you also okay..<3333

and there's that ac milan winning the champions league shit. SO DAMN DISAPPOINTING. i woke up to watch with my dad and they LOST. and the newspaper on how less skilled liverpool is, how it wasnt bad luck liverpool had. what shit. i think kaka looks like a monkey although you may think he's hot. even my dad says he's good looking. -_-

i almost died today after choir. i was carrying a box of files, carrying a ridiculously big bag of the fundraising keychains with messy hair, and over sized shirt and perspiring like mad. tell me how ridiculous i look. and i was walking out from wantho ave which IS far, considering the state i was in. firstly, my bag was HEAVY so my shoulders felt as if it was going to break. secondly, i was carrying the bag around my wrist which kept twisting(the bag, not the wrist) when i walk because kicking it was inevitable, thus threatening to stop my blood cirulation from my wrist downwards. thirdly, the box kept slipping and my fingers were like so sore. and the weather was HOT. could have died, but i didnt. and thanks sharmaine for um, helping me while i untwisted my bag. oh, and the stares DID NOT help. at all.

choir, i was almost put into the S2 section. but no, i remained in A1.

jogging, right, jogging. yuan jing got injured, you know those kind where the skin comes off. so pain. and kiran sprained her ankles and was hobbling. and everyone kept stopping. after that sitting at the track there this indian girl with super long hair; one strain of her hair fell on my thigh. then i took it and passed it to yushu. farnny. so we laughed.

ARCHERY. yay, im going for the course with jolene. but i dont have track pants. but its ok. esther shall wear jeans with me, right?

a few days ago yushu and i tried taking our laughing system out. but it wasnt effective.

julene has my box cover which she has um, stolen from me. oh yah, went to j8 that day with YJ, YT and her then her bag was mistaken for some suspicious bag i think. AHAHAHAHA. thats like so ludicrous. julene has been severe OUTsomnia these days, with all the you awake smses. her dinner can walk too.

yushu refused to speak to me because my report grades were A LITTLE better then hers. and she didnt even say bye to me. guess what, she wanted to go to arab street with kahei for their DNA project, a place where i cant seem to pronounce. then she asked me how to go and i didnt know. then they still tried to go and ended up in some place called fraser street or something. they actually got stranded in singapore, the little red dot. then because i didnt know where the heck that place is, she refuses to speak to me even more.

nat and yuanjing, you people may STOP bragging on how much of the holiday homework you have completed ted ted a a a. especially to someone who hasnt even touched her homework work work a a a.

varsha didnt come to school today. thus she missed choir. ahhh, how can???

last episode of the nine o clock show on channel 8. i dont know whats my problem, ive been watching that show.

just because i was the only one who brought a rag, i had to clean the tables and chairs. oh and poor xinying too. perhaps because ms wee thinks she looks like the sort who can clean very well eh? certain people like lalala did not even thank me. but kind people like jarkata did. ((:

POTC3!!!!!!

SO, today, is the last day of the term, the last day of school, and eat-with-your-family-day. i think its super funny. i didnt even know that this day existed.
and now, this post shall end.

OMG. NOT AGAIN. =((((

LOL. decided to have a friend test since like, so many people have one on their blogs. JUST FOR FUN, kay. heh. try it! :)

I LOVE SIGNAL FIRE BY SNOW PATROL. it just rocks. soundtrack of spiderman3. :)

so many people sick. and i think its super funny.ive been going to school with flu and sore throat these days. and i sound weird all the time. AHAHAHA. i think so many people being sick is really funny. like a mini phenomenon. LOL. then everyone in clss is sniffling, and tissues here tissues there tissues eveywhere. and kahei didnt come to school. must be SICK.

left the english compre in school. but i dont give a damn.

tomorrow i will be having piano lessons. EWW. no, not eww. piano is not eww. theory is. SUCKS. i still havent finish. and i cant be bothered but i CANT cant be bothered because its not good. believe in me from the phantom of the opera is a great song. have been playing over and over again i think my brother is super sick of it. BUT I DONT CARE, DO I??? NONONO. i just smile and play and play and play. :)))

:(

go fug yourself, geography.

no, wait, i like geography. but geography hates me okay. i cant believe i MUGGED and got such shit results.

and what have i gotten myself into? so very smart of me eh? i asked for it, didnt i? NO.

dont feel like blogging so um, this shall be a short post. end.

YAY. I WATCHED SPIDERMAN 3 YESTERDAY. the movie was so nice larh. and for the first time i actually cried during the movie okay. not because the movie was sad(fine certain parts were) but i suddenly thought about that, which, i suppose was kinda related to a certain part of the movie.

SPIDERMAN3 MADE ME EMO.

AND I DIDNT KNOW HOW I SURVIVED YESTERDAY. I mean, i had a fever, my head felt really heavy so my neck was painful, my calf muscles were hurting like hell, i had a sore throat, runny nose. and to top all that i had a headache. AND THE THING IS, I STILL WENT OUT. AMAZING EH? and people like singyi are very happy. she totally yay-ed when i told her okay.

so thankfully, today the fever was gone. but my calf muscle hurt even more so now walking is a chore. and going down the stairs is even worse. ow.

mmm. right. HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!!! :)

FINALLY GOT BACK 3 DOTS. yay. so now the problems are gone. yay x2.

havent been blogging. i dont wanna mention the days before. dont ask, dont mention. thanks.

ANYWAY, lets all be happy people and smile now. its hard to smile, i realise, especially if you are not feeling happy. i really dont know what to blog. so many things have happened. dont want to talk about it. but then again, i suppose its improving huh? i hope so. :)

TGIF. yay. friday. julene wants me to mention her name. so um, J-U-L-E-N-E. okay, happy? good. today i brought my kindergarten photos to school and realised that yuanjing was also from ascension! so cool. gym was super funny. i kept toppling over okay. and then so embarassing. i dont know why i couldnt support myself then singyi laugh laugh laugh. really miss that. hope we all laugh more.

CHOIR. lol. rush like siao. thanks yuan jing for your manymany stupid comments.

that's all, i guess. very short, i know i know. but okay, i really have no mood to blog now. keep thinking of that. I HAVE TO STOP THOSE NEGATIVE THOUGHTS. they are hurting too much.

NOT A GOOD DAY. ESP IN CLASS. LIT IS HATRED. MRS RW IS HATRED. ALL THE BLAKE THEE THOU THY AND SHIT. ALL THE WHATEVER ROMANTIC PERIOD TYGER LAMB SICK ROSE RUBBISH. WE'RE IDIOTS ANYWAY, TO MRS RW. AND MS POON IS SO EXTRA. MADE PEOPLE CRY.

even poor felicia and sing yi cried okay. ive never seen them cried before. they are NOT the crying sort. ms poon gave those who didnt change a BIG BIG SCOLDING. wtf.

oh, whatever. today is screwed. my nose bled during science lab period and i had no tissue so i tilted my head back and felt as if i was drinking blood. EWW.

according to ka hei, im hong tin. yushu is yok xu. in cantonese, based on our chinese name. wait, isnt hong tin like some sort of container?? no, im NOT a receptacle. yok xu has a knack of making me get heart attacks. so if i ever die (touch wood) of heart attacks, it will be her fault.

marie is now marmalade, julene is jully.

I NEED MY PHONE BACK. the phone and its ONE MILLION PROBLEMS. to hell with that. suddenly cannot slide, on phone take 3 bloody minutes, smses sometimes cannot freaking receive. i like my phone but i hate the problems. there's a difference. so its on warranty. i desperately need it back. i cant go on using the spare phone okay. i have an emotional and physical attachment to my phone. ahem. my phone shall be called three dots. because it has three dots behind, vandlised by me. THREE DOTS, RETURN PLEASE.

its...3.42pm

GUESS WHAT??

GEOG EXAMS ARE OVERRRR!!!!!!!!

which means the MYEs are OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so cool right? wahaaa. *celebrates*

recess varsha and julene and singyi talked about their answers for the test. they were SERIOUSLY CRAPPY damn funny can.

was drawing for the art but then came to com lab instead. expected . now singyi is beside me. SO DUMB.

tuition later. i dont want to go home larh. uhhhhh. sigh sigh sigh.

yesterday was mugging for geography then yushu kept calling me to freak me out. she went on and on about how she havent studied enough. but like, what the heck. then she keep asking me what is this what is that. and the chapter 27 which i spent so much time memorizing has GONE TO WASTE.but it was so fun, freaking each other out.she was practically screaming into my ear. its all yushu's fault okay.

MOO. its improving, FINALLY. i hope it will, MUCH MUCH MORE. then it'll be PERFECT.

julene, okay i shall not appear offline anymore. HAPPY?? HAPPY??? you have to be.

today me and sam had to bring the goods for fundraising to school. they were big GIGANTIC. four HUGE bags. then my dad had to carpool sam. coz there were SO MANY THINGS. oh, and THANKS JASMINE for helping us carry. :)

so me and sam were the first people in 1a to reach. no, i was the first one because i walked in front of her.

lit sucked to day. correction, LIT SUCKS. i slept during lit today because i slept late and woke up early. mrs RW is just so...whatever.

LIVERPOOL WON. HOORAY. stupid my dad didnt let me watch. then i bought the newpaper yesterday to read. front page some more. =)

FALLING APART

:(((((( x100

hoohaaa.

someone is getting on my nerves

falling apart is a really sad thing

certain people are so mean and evil

i hope that someone would stop it

and *you to be more thoughtful

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whatever. =.=