i know i havent blogged for a really long time. not that i dont have anything to blog about, not that i am lazy but there's just something that holds me back. i dont know what.

lots of things(good and bad) have happened but somehow i dont want to type them all out.

well, im glad i managed to make my photoshop-namecard thing nicer. YAY. and that afternoon was fun. i loved it. and ms teh is nice. (:

there's tuition on youth day. ): i want to go out.

what the hell is my friggin problem?

I love yesterday! it was perhaps the lovliest shopping trip i've ever had for a looooong time.

yesterday i went to raffles city which has a lot of nice stuff, as i have realised. i mean i go there rather okay-ly often but usually my parents go to those BORING departmental stores and my brother drowns himself in the bookstore with books and im usually left wandering around or in the bokstore too. and whats the point of wandering myself; i cant even buy anything.

SO, yesterday was different. we walked around TOGETHER and you know the A N BC outlet in raffles city is SO NICE! i know bugis also have but raffle's sells a lot of great stuff. and I WANTED THE PENCIL BOX SO BADLY. it was freaking cute can. NO, I WANT TO BUY THE WHOLE STORE. and we went to the crumpler store and *surprise surprise* i bumped into my uncle and sandy JJ. and even more *surprise surprise* my parents actually bought the crumpler bag. like, whoa. i think they were in a superb mood or something or they wont just buy the crumpler bag. i wanted to try the donut factory but the queue just wouldnt get shorter and when it finally did, there was no more donuts. yay, and i bought GOAL 2! GOAL is very very very nice. great story. dinner was at some chinese restaurant din tai fung or something then we went for desset at out of the pan whereby i had tiramisu crepes. NICE.

then we shopped...blah blah blah.

OH YAH, PARTY CITY HAS CHANGED SO MUCH!!! the worms are not being sold already and the snapple bottle or dont know what lip balm also dont have. even the pills too!! ): but i still love that shop. i remembered that time me, lucas, my brother and phyllis we were wandering aroung raffles city then we went inside party city and lucas bought the packet of worms. cheese-flavoured i think. and my mum dint dare to eat but they were nice! and even have nutritional facts. LOL.

SCHOOL TOMORROW. HOLIDAYS END TODAY.

SIGHH.

SO ARCHERY HAS ENDED.

boo. it was fun. i'll really miss it and i guess the bruise on my arm was really worth it. esther(woo)'s archery skills are seriously verywhoa-ish.pro lah. i only got a 42/60 for the competition which isnt verygood. LOL butwho cares? i had fun. (: i hope i can play archery with 9justnice again one day just like how we did last year.

anyway,THEIVES SUCK. seriously. nomoral integrity or honesty people. TSK.

my dad or mum just bought some dumb exercise CD and my brother is downstairs making fun of all the moves. ITS SO RETARDED, THE CD.

and school's starting soon. UGH.

everything kind of sucks now. i didnt ask for this, really. and i dont know why i even bother to be so optimistic sometimes--its like believing in stuff that wont happen; its like lying to yourself. so whats the point? im not sure if i want school to start anymore. the first few weeks of the holidays i wanted school to start real bad but now i dont know. its all so different now. this holiday sucks, apart from the minority of it. i guess archery is fun. but my arm has this fugly bruise due to the string or something. apparently i dont know how to rotate my hands. seriously, why must everything get so complicated? why wont everything be fine for once? but nothing is perfect, and it can never be. now i miss those times. terribly.

i know i ought to be studying or revising or something. in fact i really should because i have NO TIME anymore. but its not easy to even START studying or revising for i dont even know where to start. and LITERATURE. how does one know what to study when one does not even know what is being tested? =.= science is becoming scary. theres so much of memorising! and then theres maths, which shall always remain a nightmarish subject. now, i REALLY REGRET JOINING THE ARCHERY THING. its like a waste of time lah. but anyway, i realise if i didnt join the archery thing, i would be sleeping. but still! sigh.

anyway, YESTERDAY was FUN! the bukit timah hill-climbing thing was fun! i have a lot of pictures but i feel lazy. so i'll upload some other day although i have a feeling that that 'some other day' ceases to exist. now, whats the point of me saying like some other day. by saying that, im pretty sure the pictures will NEVER get posted, let alone uploaded. im perhaps your no. 1 procrastinator.

anyway, BACK TO YESTERDAY, shall we.

so at the beginning it was a bit awkward because we havent met for so many months already. but it was okay i guess, eventually. the sky threatened to rain. to hell with the rain lah, trying to make us not trek. BUT WE DID. it was super tiring. the trail wasnt the normal one which i usually took with my fam. it was the harder, more rugged terrain. it was like practically steps everywhere, except for certain parts lah. so, yeah, very tired. but fun because the parents were being funnay. then the headcount thing was funny too because everyone was so far apart. uncle bernard was supposedly the erm, 'tour guide' then he talked a lot of crap.

when we FINALLY reached the summit, the fathers were like polluting the air by taking out their shoes. EEW. then JIAHUI'S HAIR WAS LIKE JUST WASHED. my shoe became very dirty. we went down the usual route because going down again using the more challenging route was simply a DONT-WANT. then the steep part me and jiahui ran down and we couldnt stop. LOL. then we went to the playground which, after my many trips to this hill have never noticed it before. it was fun. then we played obstacle, which is nice when you really have an obstacle.

then we went to this place called bottletree village at sembawang park for dinner. which is this really cooling and great place to play. throughout the whole thing lucas was talking crap and rubbish. he has a cow as a wife or something. then children form the sun or some nonsense like that. we played concentration the animal version and it was so funny. for SOME reason, joey and jazreel kept laughing at the word tofu. which led to my laughing and jiahui and jorene and my brother's. then lucas just put on this 'stone' face like everything not funny like that. so we kept using the word tofu in every possible way. like there was a tofu dish and my brother went: is the tofu nice? which jazreel and joey laughed. then my brother took the tofu and it dropped. so lucas went :wah the tofu jumped. which jazreel and joey laughed even more. then it was tofu this and tofu that. everyhting TOFU.

after dinner we went to the kind of swing which was meant for 4 people and the 9 of us sqeezed in. swing until like dont know what. then had this SPS game on the rocks, which was fun but meningless. lucas is nice to taunt at. i also realised phyllis hair has MAGICALLY grown SO MUCH longer.

it was fun, FUN, and evenmore FUN. but i dont know how to express this fun-ness properly.

TOMORROW iM GOING TO BUKIT TIMAH HILL WITH 9JUSTNICE!! Yay. Finally! After like SO MANY MONTHS, a FULL meeting. Whee. See you, 9justnicers! Jorene phyllis lucas jiahui joey jiamin jazreel!!! Oh right plus my brother, whom I see everyday.

YAY. a NEW BLOGSKIN. like, FINALLY. ive been really really sick of the old one. I SHALL CALL THIS A GREAT ACCOMPLISHMENT.

well done candia! (:

but then, why is everything bloody hell UNDERLINED?? and then my playlist is somehow overlapping the posts. WHY LIKE THAT ONE? why why tell me why? i bloody SUCK at HTML codings so i dont know how to solve the problems. but, ITS OKAY. :)

I NEED TO START STUDYING. PROPERLY. not the
book-in-front-of-face-but-dont-know-what-it-is-about kind of studying.

everyone is being EVIL & MEAN.

ARSH.

today IPW was fun. very fun okay. okay, i shant say more. :D

yesterday i went with singyi to dhoby gaut MRT. supposed to meet her there lah then she dont know walk walk walk until where then from parkmall there become orchard there. dont knowhow she walk one lah. TSK. dhoby gaut MRT is freaking GIGANTIC. can get lost there okay. all the floors dont seem to be connected. its just weird lah, the place.

then we went plaza singapore. AND SINGYI SAYS SHE HAS NEVER BEEN THERE BEFORE. 0.O she's weird. spotlight sells all sorts of stuff. i want the witch hat!

so we bought the materials. then we wandered about and had trouble finding pastamania. seriously lah, its so bloody obvious that pasta mania is THERE then we walked round and round and round. my hide-and-seek skills have ditched me for er.. something else.

then singyi kept reading some JUDY MOODY book. so i was being nice since i knew that kind of book is not suitable or her age so i recommended many other books but she dont want. she see also never see lah. TSK.

to make a long story short, we went to NLB in the end to do but it was difficult then we did a bit then singyi wanted to go home to watch some dumb show. and i whined all the way back. THE END.

overall quite fun lah.







im bored (:

i dont want to do the bloody projects. they SUCK. i want to go PLAY. you get it?

I WANT TO PLAY AND FORGET ABOUT ALL THE FREAKING PROJECTS.

okay i must do my revision LATER. no, SOON. okay?

okay.

good.

im falling in love with the canon song. i mean ive always likd it but i love it even more now! especially the piano version! (:

oh yes, today had the choir workshop. then we had to find one austrian person to be 'buddy' with. the person me and eunice were with was rather nice lah. but then i didnt now how to interact with him. i was never good at interacting or striking a conversation so eunice did all the talking and i just stood there and smiled and smiled and smiled. and um nod my head and agree with eunice. i know, i was DAMN EXTRA.





i was late for tuition AGAIN.




singyi, im staring at my phone. apparently, its supposed to ring with 'singyi' flashing.



my links section is VERY VERY outdated. i shall update.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY VICTORIA!! :D

YO.

today is so BORING okay, as in REALLY REALLY boring. REALLY VERY. i was reading my time tomorrow and the book i was reading was damn boring also. but i dont know whats my problem i kept reading that book till i finished. okay, but at least ive SORT OF finished my homework. er, YAY?

okay, YAY.

boring day with a boring post. SIGH. the afternoon i was sms-ing then evertime NO REPLY. then i got freaking bored-er and bored-er. then my brother was being boring, he was acually DOING HIS HOMEWORK. then my mother took a nap. then my dad also. and nobody wanted to go out. so i was stuck with a really lousy book. i wanted to stop reading that bloody book which wasted my time but my body wouldnt listen. i wanted to get myself out of reading and maybe even start revising or doing the tuition homework. i felt angry at the book after i finished it and felt like killing it but i realised it was already dead, so yeah.

SUNDAYS CAN GET REALLY BORING.







YESTERDAY>
went for the choir thing then i felt that it was REALLY REALLY boring. (gawd, why does everything seem boring these days?) then there was this speaker with damn lousy english. it was super funny and varsha laughs really loudly. her keypad too was loud so it was freaking obvious she was sms-ing. okay, i WAS TOO, but my keypad was softer. ooh then i played her golf game and i SUCKED at it. HAHA. i was recording the guys lousy english. HEE. choir workshop tomorrow...

julene, you bloody get a TAGBOARD!!!! i dont care how fugly it is. and and and, why is it everytime you go online then when i check the msn list you are not there??

im still bored. ohmy, THE WHOLE DAY'S JUST BORING HELL.

im going out. so, YAY.

yay.

sing yi is brb-ing. maybe she went to milk the cows and is getting chased by them. wonder why she want to live in the meadows.

i cant seem to chat with julene, i think msn is preventing me from doing so.

i feel so hot and sticky. eww. i shall go and bathe. today is such a blahh day. like everything is so dull and grey. no sky of possibilities or ground full of hope. and staring at the computer is getting boring. and im left with the lit essay which is so anyhowdo-ishly half done. ive decided to not do already. all the william blake rubbish. ugh. UGHUGHGUGH. ive been wishing to go out since this morning and WHOO, i AM.

ohdear, none of my projects are completed. DEAD-ed.

seriously i dont know what im doing here. im supposed to do my homework. and i need to wake up six plus tomorrow. its 12.35am now. WOW.

yushu is doing her homework. and a crazy insomniac called candia just cannot sleep. or do her homework.

julene's tag: how contradicting. on your blog say dont miss me..HA. uhuhuhuhuhuh. you still awake, you fellow insomniac? go make yourself a cup of coffee NOW.

at first i thought i had done like A LOT of homework already then yushu goes on to tell me what she has completed. GREAT.

singyi has since returned to singapore and she is still the same. she wants me to miss her i think. but i dont want to give her satisfaction. she like everyday got tennis training. dont know what crap lah.

UHUUUUUUUUUUUUH. oomph. moo. i have no energy to go over the details of my very busy last few days. wait, NO ENERGY? dont know what rubbish i typing lah.

why is it so difficult suddenly? i guess its different now, its changing.

hello.

wow im being polite.

i cant wait for tomorrow. yay pirates 3!! and sunday. :D

sooooo. the holidays pass SO FAST. one week already leh. and yushu smsed me: im almost done with the lit file then i will do the byj later. then im done. why got so little homework?

FOR GOODNESS SAKE STOP MAKING ME FEEL GUILTY ALREADY.

the shrek ears are my favourite headgears. before this was the beanie or hat, as julene calls it. i dont dare to wear it now. it has julene's germs, or rather her bag's. she doesnt want me to wear it because its too nice. X)

singyi is still in italy. 4th june is a loooong way to go still.

OH, i cut my hair! so its shorter but still tie-able and my fringe is at my nose there if you straighten it. yay. i lie it better like that.

that girl in maths tuition should stop laughing. its way infectious. this is one of her jokes:

if your name is 'B' arh, then people will call you eh 'B'.

and then she laughed like dont know what. even though it wasnt funny, i laughed. she laughs before she finishes her jokes, all the time, which are usually not at all funny. but i will laugh.

and fug that bloody taxi driver. i was like already late. i needed to reach the bras basah complx for tuition by six and it was already 5.55pm. 133 takes a freaking long time. so late, I WAS, very. then when i finally got a cab instead i told the driver bras basah complex. AND HE DROVE ME TO JALAN BESAR COMPLEX. bloody hell. then i had to tell him, BRAS BASAH COMPLEX again and although pissed, i said nicely. and he went, 'WHERE IS IT'. what the hell lah, SOME DRIVER. and the cab fare was 8 something when it should have been 4. -_____- so i went tuition with my face like that.

my mother keeps yakking away on how my phone is like stuck to me twenty four hours, and goes on about the radiation is bad for health. and that i should stop smsing so much, when its actually not a lot if you compare with other people. and she tells me not to compare. once or twice, these hour-long speeches are okay but for like almost everyday?! not really. and my face becomes like that -_____________- i will get wrinkles okay.

THOSE IN MY LIT GROUP! we have to do the presentation!

so tomorrow and sunday... YAYSTER.