LFC BOARD UPDATE!

hic hic hic

I lost my phone and then I found it again. On my bed.

Okay. Why do I do such stupid things like misplacing my phone AT HOME? Desperate by Daphne Khoo is such a nice song. Suddenly, my whiteboard became an LFC board. Oh gosh, all my brother's nonsense on it. Its very stupid but I like it.

Let's see. There's a drawing of the Liverpool jersey. A bit weird. And then there's a list of the recent scores. I have no idea why ther is a 'not to scale' on top. It doesn't make sense.

And of course, VICTORY AS REDS WIN THROUGH TORRES.

And uh, 'we are the champions' is a bad saying because that's ManU's line?

Tomorrow I'm running for 4x400m. I laugh and laugh and laugh. I cannot believe I'm actually taking part. I laugh somemore.

The Grandmother's staying over for a couple of days because The Daddy is away on a business trip. So, I need to take bus to school tomorrow.

Bad case of hiccups. I shouldn't even be here. But I'm here for a reason.

No more excuses, Candia. Don't let yourself regret. Or hate yourself in the end, wishing you had done more things before. Now is before. Stop fooling yourself already.

@^%#*&(

Why do I keep losing things matter when they are lost? First I lost my Liverpool Cap. That was bad enough. Depressing even. Next I lost my wallet. Okay, that was terrible.






THIS TIME I LOST MY HAVAIANAS.

What the shit. Wait I didn't lose them. They got stolen. Effing hell. Bloody fooking hell. I curse the theif to death. You go and die. Go and jump off a building. I'm like damn angry now. What the fuck.

Eh really, why do such things happen? And happen to ME? Just because I didn't keep my slippers in the shoe cabinet for a night it bloody hell got stolen. What is this. Other people leave their shoes outside and the shoes don't get stolen. Am I unlucky or what.

This is getting depressing. The more I think the angrier I get. I'm so angry I think I might burn. Really.

I don't like me.

OH GOSH I CANNOT BELIEVE WE DID THAT.

Okay, nevermind. (:

Anyway, people, go to
http://www.littlebobeepsheeps.blogspot.com/ !!

Its COOL, INTERESTING and FUNNY! So, do visit it!

Guess what. I just dampened my own mood. I'm in another I-don't like-myself mood. See what happens when I'm by myself.

I'd better stop before it gets worse.

Today is a super unproductive day. All thanks to me. Funny how I feel guilty about this and not THAT. I am going to do something now.

I bought a hot pink shirt for twenty bucks yesterday and my mum chided me for buying it because the material was lousy.

Yesterday I was a machine after I reached home because I felt really sorry. I am proud of myself. But of course, I'm back to my usual self again.

Well, what do you expect. As I said, I'm going to do something now.

I say

This is when I feel that my life sucks. I know I am very lucky. But its a feeling I get all the same. I need to bring myself out of it.

BU YAO

Yushu says bu yao. I asked her to type something here. She says bu yao. I am so sad. Today is a funny day. History, I laughed. But! I am not going to tell you the joke!

Yuanjing is a HORSE. Heehaw.

Yuanjing is happy her name is here.
HI CANIDA! HIHIHIHIHI!

You see, I have lame friends.

IM NOT LAME! I HAVE LEGS! :DDDDD
okay, that joke was so yuanjing era.

Need I say more?

Okay thank you everyone.

GET OFF.

Train Wreck-Saw Loser

You cry but no one hears
I go through hell just to wipe your tears
And i take your pain just to keep you intact
And I'm not saying just to keep you in town
I juist want to keep you on track

Its been two long years, two long years
And those things change
Its hard to get away
When its been two hard years, two hard years
And its beena long time
Too long to rail your tracks
*

From what I hear, according to my own interpretation.

*
Running Away-Midnight Hour

Dont lie and say that it's okay
It's alright if there's nothing more to say
So I'm running away, I'm leaving this place
Yeah... I'm running away, I'm running away
Don't tell me I'm the one to blame
It's too late for you to make me stay.
No, I won't stay
So I'm running away, I'm leaving this place,
Yeah... I'm running away, I'm running away
And faster than you can follow me from this lonely place
And farther than you can find me,
I'm leaving, yeah... I'm leaving today
I, I'll never let you find me,
I'm leaving you behind with the past and
No I won't look back
And I don't want to hear your reasons,
Don't want to hear you tell me why I should stay
Try, try to understand me, try to understand what I say when I say I can't stay
I, I'm moving on from this place, leaving and I won't wait,
I'm running away
I'm running away,
Im leaving this place,
Yeah...Im running away,
Im running away
*

Two very nice songs. No, I do not have too much time.

I am happy.

THANK YOU FOR YESTERDAY PEOPLE, YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE. (:

And everyone else who wished me. I love you guys. <3

Liverpool, through and through

I feel defiant and bitter. I still feel angry and prejudiced. Call me a bad sport, I don't really care. But really! I'm so disappointed. I thought with the current form the outcome could be different. But it just wasn't our night. Today is a sad day.





What kind of referee is Steve Bennet. When I die I am going to haunt him.





Okay fine, maybe I'm just finding avenues to put the blame of the loss on. I'm just a really bad sport when it comes to this. I've cursed enough, just ask Julene. I know this won't help change the score. BUT STILL.

You'll Never Walk Alone, still.

I'm feeling depressed all over again, thinking about it. Oh fook.

It's amazing how much you can put up with from people you like and how little you can take from the people you don't.

I should be shot,

because I don't quite like myself now.

Oh, I really hate this. Screw me.


Do you know about the Singtel gaining rights for the Champions league thing? That is so bloody damn stupid. From next season, to watch the Champions League you have to buy another cable tv box. And its JUST TO WATCH THE CHAMPIONS LEAGUE. Tell me, how dumb is that? Really, who would suscribe to Singtel Mio just to watch it? Not only will 2 cable tv boxes look funny at your tv table, it is also SUPER DUPER ridiculous. Whose ingenious idea is this? What the fishhhhh. This is so lame I want to push those people who came up with this excellent idea off a building. And this is all so that Singtel can earn money. What the poop. Money money money. Money is more important than the consumers. Because of money the consumers have to suffer. How prejudiced is that. I feel like ripping their heads off.

So I cannot watch Champions League from next season anymore because my father doens't want to suscribe it Singtel Mio or whatever its called. AND WHAT IF LIVERPOOL WINS THE CHAMPIONS LEAGUE NEXT SEASON??!!??!!!! Then I cannot watch the finals too. This is too dumb.


Okay okay. TONIGHT.

LIVERPOOL, SHALL WIN. >:
Because, I say so.

(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FERNANDO JOSE TORRES SANZ!

Do continue scoring goals. The more the merrier. Thanks.

Making friends with shadows on the wall

Hello everyone. I have decided to pin up my fringe. My horrible fringe with two partings. Or maybe three. Until I get it cut, I shall pin it up. Hooray.

I have been thinking. And I have come to the conclusion that I shall stop trying to want this and that. I shall stop wishing that I have more clothes, more bags, stuffs like that. Because, I should be happy with what I have.


I am happy with what I have.


It is late, the radio is playing loudly but it doesn't wake anyone up. I should really sleep.

These days, everything seems like a blur. A blur. A mess. Everything is insignificant. Or maybe because I'm in solitude now, my thoughts get warped up naturally. Tomorrow I will be okay.

I should never be allowed to be alone where I will start thinking and wallow in self-pity or whatever nonsense I come up with.

I need a good book to indulge in that's meaningful and nice.

I am happy.


MANCHESTER UNITED VS LIVERPOOL-SUNDAY
LIVERPOOL VS ARSENAL-2ND APRIL
Exciting matches. Whee.


I am happy, really. (((((:

laaaaaaaaalloooooooleeeee.

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Hello everyone. I've been busy. Too bad. Or this would have bene a longer post. Actually, I'm feeling lazy now. Too bad. Today, I laughed. Haha.

Mock disgust

Look Candia, it's laughing at you. You've been so stupid.

Until you lose what you have won.

My bloskin is forcing me to get a new one. However I am stubborn. I shall leave it as it is until when I feel like it. How ironic, when I finally not screw the codes.

Let's talk about irony.

Liverpool vs Newcastle; 3-0

Michael Owen. I wonder what he was thinking of during the match. Years ago, he was Liverpool's golden boy, hero, The Man. And then he enters the pitch as captain of Newcastle and sees the Liverpool fans worshipping a new, sexy, hot and pretty Kop hero in Fernando Torres. Torres has everything Owen used to have, and more. Pace, finishing, class, and of course, the golden boy looks. And with Torres's 19th goal that day, he has also equalised Owen's best ever league record in Liverpool.

I'm thinking like Liverpool and Owen used to be a couple. Then Owen dumped Liverpool and Liverpool found a new hotter lover, Torres. Now Owen is jealous and wishes he was back there again but he realises he's being replaced.

Oh, the irony of it all. :/

And Keegan too. Owen and Keegan were great strikers during their time in Liverpool. And now.

Oh hoony.

I sound like I hate Owen a lot but I don't. Afterall he did Liverpool proud. (:

I suppose its sad too. And Gerrard and Owen were great friends. Actually its really sad.

*

Anyway, I've just finished a cup of honey lemon. I hopehopehope my voice will get better. It'd better get better. If it doesn't I'll be so dead. In ways I don't want to imagine.

Look, Candia, you eat all those stuffs yesterday and see what happened. You bloody idiot you didn't give a damn right.

Now my voice has gone all high pitched when I talk. Thats the only way I can speak with the words being clear. Oh golly me. I'm listening to Minoi recording. Hopefully, it gets drilled into my head. It has been playing since 9; which was two hours ago.

*

Tomorrow morning, I'm going down to exercise. Tomorrow morning, I have Chinese tuition. I think the tutor has an attitude problem. Whatever. Tomorrow morning, I wake up early. Tomorrow morning, I fret about Minoi. Tomorrow morning.

*

Let's see. This holiday or school break(haha) is nearly half gone. What has been completed? Close to nothing. I realise everyday is occupied. There is something on everyday. Tell me when I'm going to get my homework done. Fook the shite. So annoying. For goodness sake, there is bao zhang pin su to be done.

Lovely holiday. Oh, I could just die.

Oh gosh I can't even wake up any later than 10. This is utter bullshit. Please, even school days are probably less hectic. Apparently, the teachers think we have a lot of time.

Sure do.

Jumbled. Rumbled. Crumbled.

Hello. La. Blah. Gah. What a horrible whatever whatever.

Hey. Slow down please. Give me a day to relax and slack. Thank you.

There are so many things going on now. And I say stop! Wait! But no it
doesn't do as I say.

I am sad. I am tired. I want to sleep.

Early. At 10. And wake up not feeling sleepy for once.

Perhaps with the homework fully completed? And goodbye
procrastinations!

Hello mugger me!

This is not easy. Uh-uh.

Oh dear me. Why? Tell me. Clear up, get solved on your own. What's wrong?
Something. Very very wrong.

No solutions though. No sense either. Nothing. Where's that
something.

Happy. Let's all be. Good. No more of those.

And Candia goes to sleep, anticipating a hopefully nice tomorrow.

Doesn't matter if you don't understand.

& we all go whee.

AND IT WAS 3-1!

I love this picture a lot. Don't roll your eyes and go whatever. (:

& I forgot to say

My changing of blogskin was successful. Now I can't stop admiring my blog. It is so cool. Oh my gosh, it actually didn't screw up at all.

Oh, thank you, thank you.

Candia you are so pathetic.

Poor Penguin Pooing; Impatient Indian Ipod; Bouncy Bunny Bitching

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Okay. Firstly, LJ rocked. So much, I could learn the whole dictionary and still not be able to describe it. Best 3 days of the year thus far. It's so damn sad. 3 days is so short for goodness sake, but it was fun while it lasted.

• Busride conversations
• Late night crashing
• Hi Harry
• Gossips
• Camwhoring
• TORRES PILLOW THING OH GOSH I LOVE YOU SINGYIIIIIII.<3333333333
• Jolene's interesting stories
• Shopping
• Amazing Race
• Titbits
• F.O.S
• Sesame Street
• Rice cultivation
• Pewter don't know what
• Cheerleader hair
• Cool socks
• Sucky ice cream
• Terrorist
• Funny vase with distorted faces
• Pissed waitress
• Passport photos
• Cool paul frank with moustache
• Squeezing
• Class bonding!
• Slipping and falling
• Laughing

And so much more. I don't know how to upload the pictures from the camera without using the cable because I am dumb.

I went to Orchard with Julene today to start on KTBG. I'm swearing off coffee for at least a week. Coffee is so nauseating after a while. Did you know that all doors are automatic? Julene bought this sick magazine for herself to read. And she read every single thing in there and said it was really interesting! Julene owes me money. I am a loanshark. My cheapo shoes suck. I think blisters are developing. Ew.

Tomorrow, Candia dies.

1. Bloody literature shit
2. Maths homework
3. Chinese test to worry about
4. Chinese tuition homework
5. Freaking maths tuition homework
6. Mundi Renovatio
7. Wake up early
8. Because Monday school resumes, I feel sad.
9. Because I will come up with more problems
10. Just because.

Oh, so shit.

Jolene just said my tag so cute. Well, duh. Oh wait, she's actually talking about herself. Double duh.

Okay, Jolene you cute lah.

Tomorrow Liverpool plays against Bolton. We must win if not I will do nothing again. I shall watch the match with the Torres pillow! Added power! Whoo.

This post is long. Wow.

I think I'm getting a little too materialistic for my own good. Suddenly, I want everything. Or maybe I'm just going through a phase. Ah, who cares. Candia is a sucker for material stuff.

I hate the phrase 'just going through a phase.' I think its really condescending in a way. I don't know why.

This post is really really long.

Chinese test on Monday and Wednesday. Boo. Will it be difficult?

It's a rhetorical question.

I take back my word. Actually I want a lot more than material stuffs. Like, I want

1. Good grades
2. Everlasting company
3. A kick ass vocabulary
4. To be fluent in another language
5. Improve in Chinese
6. Be better in piano
7. Liverpool to win EPL and everything
8. The terrorist to just evaporate
9. Problems to be solved
10. Homework to magically be settled

I FREAKING WANT. Okay so maybe materialistic-sm is increasing. Or however you phrase it. You ge the idea.

Oh why am I talking about this. Yuanjing, your meeting with the editors of Cool Weekly have been arranged. However, I advise you to act cooler than usual. I will give you some tips on Monday. Yushu will have to come up with another contract. Another overdue one and she will be fired.

I am so lame.

It is so late now. Oh, did I say I woke up at 12.07 today? That was so cool. It's a first, so it makes it even cooler.

The house is so quiet now. Julene has a picture of her boyfriend as her phone wallpaper. I ate a chocolate bunny lolly today. Tomorrow, I shall go jogging. I am so unfit now.

I am an elephant.

The time now is 1.23am. I shall make a wish before it changes.

Oh, it changed even before I finished. How very stupid of me.

Goodnight. This post is too long. Expect more long posts in future.

PS: SINGYI THANK YOU FOR THE EARLY BDAY PRESENT OKAY IT ROCKS SO GODDAMN MUCH!! AH, YOU ROCK! (: